I think it is finally time to have my wedding band resized.
It is a size 8, I had to have it made bigger after I had Dillon because of all the weight I gained during pregnancy. I had gained 80 pounds and didn't even lose half of it by the time I got pregnant with Maliya. My finger size changed for "good."
Now that I have lost so much weight, so far, my wedding band has been getting looser. It has become something like a security "blanket" for me. I am constantly moving my ring up and down my finger, over my knuckle with such ease. It excites me that if I shake my hand hard enough, my ring will come off. I like how it looks when my ring hangs around my knuckle if I have my hand down.
Tonight, I realized it is too loose. Almost to the point that I don't feel comfortable wearing it out of fear it would come off too easily and be lost or something. But...at the same time, I don't want to have my ring resized because of the sense of security it gives me. It is also a daily, physical reminder of how far I have come and the success I have to date.
I want to have it resized so it fits properly, but at the same time...I am scared to.