Losing a friend is never easy, unless there is a bad falling out. But when you lose a friend that you were close to, over the stupidest thing...it's very hurtful.
I won't go into details because it's not important, but I'm so hurt and offended at things that were said to me. Aside from feeling threatened in a slight way, I feel so so sad. I'm going to miss someone who had become almost like a little sister to me, someone that Dillon loves so much. Someone we all love. And because of what happened in my friendship with her mother, we probably won't get to really see each other anymore. It really breaks my heart because it's unfair to her and to Dillon. This has nothing to do with anyone else but me and my friend. Not our spouses, not our children. It's just so unfortunate :(
Dillon had his first day of school today! His first time riding the bus, he did so well!! I took some cute pictures, it was a success. It was weird without him here today, it was so quiet.
I am going to weigh-in this Wednesday, so I am eating necessary calories and nothing extra. No snacking, no wasted calories on drinks. I also decided not to step, to save energy from less calorie intake but mostly because my back is killing me.
I feel depressed tonight over what happened today. So I'll just end here and tend to my little lady.